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When I just want to SCREAM AND CRY
SHOUT INTO THE SKY
WHY
WHY
WHY
I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN HANDLE. THIS IS A LOST BATTLE.
I AM LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF A SEA,  DROWNING IN THE STORM OF MY MIND AND NO ONE CAN SEE
But
When my head phones go in;
When my music begins to flow through me and warm the 17 winters that have settled in my bones: the storm calms and the waves of my music push me to shore.
                        A Reason Why I Listen To Music.
                                                                      
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STOP.
I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER GOING TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. YOU TOOK MY FUCKING HEART AND STEPPED ON IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. YOU KICKED IT TO THE SIDE. YOU KEEP COMING BACK TO IT. PICKING IT, BRUSHING IT OFF, PUTTING SOME OF THE PEICES BACK TOGETHER. BUT EVERY TIME YOU LEAVE IT, YOU LEAVE MY HEART IN WORSE CONDITIONS. SO PLEASE. STOP COMING BACK. STOP.
It just hurts so much. My screams are famine.
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Existential
They ask questions, but don't stick around for the answers.
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FUCK.
I AM SAD. I AM REALLY FUCKING SAD. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.
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No sleep.
I'm just not cut out for all this
For all what?
Living. I'm not cut out for living.
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The answer for me.
But.......
But what?
Just but......
That's the answer. MY answer.
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Equivalent Exchange
To obtain,
something of equal value
must be
Lost.
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Tick
Tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick tick
STOP.
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Sighs
All I can fucking write about is how sad I am. And I don't know what to do anymore because I wake up every single fucking morning wishing I hadn't. I go to classes and don't do anything because what's the point? University? College? I won't make it that far. All I want to do it rip my skin open and bleed. Bleed and bleed and bleed until maybe just maybe I'll take that......final breath.
Who is there to talk to? No one. No fucking one understands. And those who did, left.
It wasn't always like this. I can remember waking up happy, but for a very long time now I've been waking up to stale skies.
So I'll just cry and maybe try this time, only to figure out its all a lie.
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Real?
What is real and what isn't?
Pain is real. Or is it?
Am I real? What is real?
But does it matter what's real and what's not?
All I know is that:
I.
Am.
In.
Pain. Real or not. It fucking hurts.  
I.
Want.
To.
Die. Death? Life? Living? Thinking? I want none of it.
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WHAT ON EARTH.
NOTHING I WRITE SEEMS ENOUGH TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL. HOW I AM. WHAT I THINK. I DO NOT HAVE THE WORDS TO DESCRIBE MY LONELY-NESS. MY SADNESS. THE PAIN I FEEL EVERY TIME I LOOK AT YOU.   I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ANYMORE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS  ONE BIG KNOT AND WHILE I WAS TRYING TO BE THERE FOR YOU I FORGOT TO BE THERE FOR MY SELF AND NOW IM LOST AND YOU DON'T CARE
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Sleepless.
I am too sad to sleep.
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Never will I ever
Symphonies in my sheets with tears rolling down my cheeks
As I turn around and watch my life go down.
I scream and I tug.
I screech and I repeat.
Day after day after day.
Ignoring you as you ignore me.
Loving you as you will never love me.
I cut and I burn.
I scratch and learn.
Never will I ever. Never will I ever.
Never will I ever get through this.
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Swallowed sadness
I swallow sadness with every morning cup of coffee.
Suppressing my sadness I walk class to class. Acting as if my life is not burning while I stand and watch the ashes,
My skin is not screeching, begging to be teared open,
My brain is not numb to everything being said,
My hands are not shaking against the warmth of my coffee mug,
My heart is not breaking into microscopic pieces.
As I lay my head down, Sadness comes back. Seeping through my eyes and onto my pillow. Unheard and unseen.
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Haha.
Yo man no way.
You don't understand my pain.
You don't understand why I sit here, stoned outta me mind.
For fuck sakes bro. I don't know what I'm saying.  There's broken windows inside me. A chilly breeze flows through me. I'm happy but I'm not. Even when I'm stoned bro.
Yeeeeaaaah bro. I'm stoned right now!
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Lies
"I got your back" you said
" I love you" you said
" I care about you" you said
WHERE IS YOUR FUCKING CARE AND LOVE NOW. I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING.
CRIES AND SCREAMS THAT GO UNHEARD. PUNCHES AND KICKS THAT GO UNFELT.
As I close my eyes tonight I hope that you see the light.
As I cry tonight I hope you feel it. I hope you realize what you've done.
Beaten, butchered, bloody and bruised.
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April 16th 2016 (Rain)
Tossing and turning
Twisted up in sheets of cloth
As the sweat soaks through
Listen to the night birds sing
Beneath a watery moon
Summer nights swelter
When summer rains never fall
From a groaning sky
Crying out for wet release
And thrashing desperately
I dance and cry for rain.
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No Disguise For Madness
Lilac flowers
sweetly resting
on broken bones
Pure white roses
tainted crimson
by my very own blood
Sunshine yellow dandelions
gently laid
over my tired eyes
(Try as you might
but you can't disguise madness)
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The Sun Was Mine
A face in the mirror
Reflecting back the light
Time carves these lines
I try to believe you
While inside I die
I’m fading, dissolving again
The light in me is ending
Burns through my head
I’m fading, dissolving again
The light in me is ending, it’s over
We’ll wake up in the morning
Reaching out to the sky
Waking up, the sun is mine
Wake up in the morning
Today I can’t fall
As I set new fires alight
It’s in the mirror
I’ll hide my light
And drown my name
I try to believe you
While inside I die
I’m fading, dissolving again
The light in me is ending
Burns through my head
I’m fading, dissolving again
The light in me is ending
Burns through my head
I can’t find my flame
I’ve faded away, away tonight
Wake up in the morning
I once held the sky
Waking up the sun was mine
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forehead burn
I cannot hide it.
It was ill decided,
But the way it feels
In that moment,
I kinda liked it.
I got excited.
My skin, I fried it.
Looking back,
I don't think
I did the right shit.
Now I'm branded,
Because my brain disbanded,
And things didn't
Quite go
The way
I'd planned it.
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a waste of time and space
There's nothing to do.
I'm bored and I'm blue.
I just lay on my couch,
And stare at my shoes.
I could be productive,
and fix up a bike,
Or get some cleaning done tonight.
Instead, I just lay here,
A motionless lump.
Unfortunately unmotivated,
And down in the dumps.
I just want to sleep
The whole world away,
But I've already slept
Through most of the day.
I'm okay I guess,
Still hanging on by a thread.
My bones are stiff and sore.
Many things flying round in my head,
And I don't want them there anymore.
Please excuse me,
Please forgive me,
I shouldn't be seen this way.
I'm just sick of wishing
For my pain to end
Each and every day.
I will only worry you,
As you wonder if I'm okay.
I will only bring you down.
It's best for you to go away.
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Selfish
She goes out and buys clothes with her own money,
rows of dresses no longer hidden behind closed curtains.
'It's hurting everyone around you' she's told,
but the cold road of dismissal got old for her
and a desire unfolded to become who she is
instead of succomb to societal boundaries.
She built a foundation of pretty purple walls
and bit her lip for the constant hate she knew was coming,
they keep telling her to stop running but she can't
because selling out to their demands is worse
than being immersed in her way of being identified.
Plenty of times they've lied to her face as if
her crying, pain and going insane is not enough for them;
as if she's nothing and her posessions deserve flames
that ignite the words she uses to describe herself.
Her health is tied to this very feeling she has
with a ribbon to stop others from peeling it away.
They say 'she only cares about herself', but she knows the truth.
That even if she hits the roof, they're going to try to pull her down.
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January 29th 2016 (I Am the Blade)
I am the blade, honed a razor edge
Forged and shaped by these hellfires I’ve made
Quenched in the waters of a single pledge
I am the blade
 
 
Every time I wish, every time I've prayed
Every long night on that damn ragged edge
Face to face with all the pain I have made
Led me here to this final dropping ledge
 
Time to pay for how far I’ve gone astray
And all countless little evils I’ve fledged
I am the blade
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Heaven Is...
Hearing three words, from your lips.
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You would destroy me, and I would let you
I loved you with all the ugly parts of myself.
The ones I refuse to show the world.
I loved you with angry biting kisses,
And deep scratches down your back.
I loved you with my pain,
With all of my sorrow.
I loved you with my shattered heart,
With all my jagged edges.
I loved you with my tears,
With the screaming of my soul.
I loved you with the deep shadows surrounding me.
The same ones surrounding you.
I loved you with everything I was.
All the bad, because that’s all I had.
You loved me with the same ferocity.
With the same white hot rage.
You loved me with all of your darkness.
Letting all of your demons and monsters out to play.
You loved me with all the ugly parts of yourself.
I loved you exactly how you loved me.
Our love was such a sweet tragedy.
A beautiful disaster, that’s all we could ever be.
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Pagan
Sitting here at the top of the ladder
The strongest link in the endless chain
Settled in on the farm, forgot the ancient hunt
We killed the gods and have nothing to confront
There’s no future left without this pain
as we grow wild and so much madder
We’ll rip up the flesh of the earth to make it our own
We’ll kill the creatures that were there to numb our soul
All so we can build out homes
We cover the earth with stone and concrete
Wrapped it up in a cancerous stinking new skin
Grab our wastes, shove them down, buried underground
and breed our poisons within
We’ll kill for power, we’ll kill for our love
We’ll kill in anger, and we’ll kill for the fun
We’ll kill to defend our honor
or for a flag you hold so dear
We’ll kill to defend our faith
or for a god we all fear
You say god gave you this here earth
to raise up your cities of steel  
It’s gifted you with higher intelligence
to build efficient ways to kill
You’ve
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Wash the smile away from my face
Wash the smile away from my face,
I still find for it any case
But I'm hiding under it
Troubles more than hundred
They are hidden too well
To discover the smell
It would be very long to tell
Chorus:
Wash the smile away from my face
Joy will go but memory stays
Ts not a film to see on the screen
Will be red replaced by light green?
Wash the smile away from my face,
I will never feel your embrace,
You will never answer my calls
Something makes me smile but it's false
Hiding tears under the veil,
I see numbers run on the scale
They are never rising enough
Nobody shares my laugh
Hiding weakness under the strength
I will never shorten this length
For it means to throw out from pile
All the reasons for a smile
Chorus:
Wash the smile away from my face
Everlasting will be this race
This eternal cruel contest
Making fond of doing your best
Wash the smile away from my face
There is no one to replace
Nobody can be compared
So I smile but I'm deeply scared
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A Big Joke
Oh, I think I was just frowning too long.
Waiting for the sky to grow dark,
Hiding from the sun and wind
And smiles of everyone around me.
'Cause now it's all so funny.
That I hid from everything around me to keep
Myself safe from everything inside me
And it's just so very funny.
In fact, why isn't everyone laughing?
I just have this excellent smile now
And all my troubles faded away,
And it's all so very funny.
I'm laughing, why don't you join me?
'Cause it's not as if worries and troubles
Inside your head is what makes everything go crazy?
It's all the things outside that burn the world,
And trying to stop that is so very absurd.
So... why aren't you laughing too?
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When I just want to SCREAM AND CRY
SHOUT INTO THE SKY
WHY
WHY
WHY
I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN HANDLE. THIS IS A LOST BATTLE.
I AM LOST IN THE MIDDLE OF A SEA,  DROWNING IN THE STORM OF MY MIND AND NO ONE CAN SEE
But
When my head phones go in;
When my music begins to flow through me and warm the 17 winters that have settled in my bones: the storm calms and the waves of my music push me to shore.

                        A Reason Why I Listen To Music.
                                                                       S.R
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I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE IM NEVER GOING TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. YOU TOOK MY FUCKING HEART AND STEPPED ON IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. YOU KICKED IT TO THE SIDE. YOU KEEP COMING BACK TO IT. PICKING IT, BRUSHING IT OFF, PUTTING SOME OF THE PEICES BACK TOGETHER. BUT EVERY TIME YOU LEAVE IT, YOU LEAVE MY HEART IN WORSE CONDITIONS. SO PLEASE. STOP COMING BACK. STOP.

It just hurts so much. My screams are famine.
I never had a chance. Who was I kidding. Not a chance with you, school, myself, life. I'm just sooooo fucked that I laugh. hahahaha oh man, I'm really gonna hate life even more soon. Ahahahaha, god I'm so fucked. I think I just rather not do this. 

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HisDarkQueen Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
thank you so much for the fave! :love:
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AutumnLeavesInThWind Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the fave, hon!
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NomNom2010 Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch! :hug:
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Dry-souls-of-death Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2016  Student General Artist
Thank you as well!
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NomNom2010 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
you're welcome :D :hug:
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Hello :heart:

Thank you so much for reading my work and adding me to your +devwatch! :happybounce: 
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Dry-souls-of-death Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2015  Student General Artist
Hi!
And it's nothing! You're truly very talented!
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Lady-Yume Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015   Writer
:heart:
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Dudet19 Featured By Owner Edited Jul 13, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
thanks so much for the favorites, I'm sorry for the late reply...
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Thanks for the favorite!
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